I feel extremely depress and sad while am in the house. Am planning to move to a peaceful place and without any concern or any problem. Living in the house like living alone and i cant feel any warm or any support while am doing anything....no one will understand what I am facing now but only myself. Life still need to go on and I have many dream waiting for me to achive. People who understand me is usually all my beloved friends and my lovely cousin. I am pround to have all of you, I mean it. No metter what happen, they will always stay right beside me and lend a helping hand or to lend a shoulder to cry on. Everyone that help me before they will leave footprints in my heart and in the sand all the time. In a great family, it always requires loyalty, trust, ability to share one's feeling, support and understand. However, I cant see or feel any of this requires that stated above. When I am feeling depress or forlorn, I reflect about all the good times I have shared with all my friends or cousin. Majority of my cousin, they know am the one who always get blame for what my brother have done or even a small matter. I am sick about it and i decided to leave this house anytime. If I had to leave, then I will never ever come back again !!!!!
